Friday, October 15, 2010

I Have To Read.

Its been hard for me write this past week.  Yesterday I spent some time with my coffee staring at the flashing cursor on the computer screen, unsure of how to proceed or what to do.  After some time had passed I started to write, three beginnings sit unused and barely legible.  Is my life so boring that I can't muster one post this week?  That is entirely possible.  I have removed myself from the inevitable election, weary of the adds, the smear, the lies, the promises, and the bickering that obscure the issues at hand.  I have removed myself from religious controversy and I haven't read anything in a couple of weeks.  (I will book binge for two or months straight and then fall into a barren spell in which I will read nothing at all.)

The truth is that I have been exhausted.  Tired, worn-out, and unable to get up and motivated in the mornings.  This, right here, is a supreme challenge for me and each passing line is a mental mountain to climb.  Bereft of creativity it is apparent to me that to write, lucidly and with  little effort I have to be reading as well, I have to be immersed in language.  It is worth the inconvenience of the library to maintain a stack of books to read.  It is worth a re-visit to the home library to re-read an old stand bye.  It is important for writers to read.

I am afraid that is the extent of my powers this morning.

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